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Sunday, December 30, 2007

A very sad news for me

A colleague of mine sms me last night told me that our moderator in organization in college called Dunamis Empowered Youth passed away last night. Though she didnt mention what was the cause but i think i knew it, before i left in Davao to come here in US I heard that he got a wound from his one of his leg and became cancer, as I asked my colleague how is he she said he was doing fine at that time but after 8 months now I just know he passed away. I was really sad for him cause he is young I think he is in mid 30's. He was the nicest instructor in college ive known. Actually every meeting we had we always prayed and discuss alot of things about life, bible and God. As I was thinking, Im so blessed and thankful that im still alive and still continue battling from sadness and loneliness in this crazy world. Life is so hard and we need to survive. I always call God when im so depressed and feel lonely. But this is life. I know now why God let us feel all this feelings so we can call HIM anytime. What a life...

Just wanted to say a condolence to Mrs. De Vera and family. Though they cant read this post of mine and a heartily feel sorry for the loss of their loved one, I still want to say what i really feel.

Anyway, Ive been listening this music of Gary Valenciano. Lead me Lord. If you feel empty and feel no one besides you to comfort you just listen to the song and you will feel how God is so great and feel the healing power of God.



Warrior is a child by Gary V.

Friday, December 28, 2007

I feel exhausted

Good morning everyone, I woke up early today at 6:30am cause hubby had left to go to work. Its always been like that, but i feel so exhausted today though i had my day off yesterday. I dont know why maybe because im thinking so much this time. Im thinking to find a new job cause i dont like working in the mall anymore I always get stress in there. But I couldnt quit until I have a new job already. I have lots of plans for my family and for my self ofcourse including hubby. Oh God, how i wish i could find a job that im fit and i want. Oh well..I just want to share my feelings for today. I have to go to work at 11am-7:45pm again today. See yah guys!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

On Christmas Eve


Last night on Christmas Eve we got a little party with my friends Michelle, Marilyn and hubby. At first I dont feel like to go out and talk to the girls cause im so tired from working all day but hubby keep asking me to go out and drink some beer. So i went out and talked to them. My hubby drink some beer so i decided to drink too and so my friends. It was really fun cause we decided to turn the music on and start dancing. My hubby was our photographer and he enjoyed taking us the pictures. Before we decided to sleep Michelle and Marilyn gave me gifts and I was so ashamed cuz I didnt have something to give for them cause i thought we will be sleeping last night.


Though my Christmas here is not that happy cause im far with my family but still I enjoyed it cause we had crazy move with my friends.


Monday, December 24, 2007

Feliz Navidad!

HI people I was so busy at work that I didnt got the chance to update my blog, Infact i just got home today from work gush the mall was so busy!! And now Im here in our room alone cuz my hubby still at work. Michelle and her husband my room mates are out and I dont what will be our plan. Until now Im waiting my sister to come online so atleast my lonel.iness will go away. Its really hard to be so far away with your family especially its my first time to be away from them. I wanted to cry but I know wont help...How i wish Im just home playing with my niece and nephews. Oh well...I want to say Merry Christmas to all of you. Hope everyone has a happy one.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Asteroid may hit Mars in next month


Mars could be in for an asteroid hit.

A newly discovered hunk of space rock has a 1 in 75 chance of slamming into the Red Planet on Jan. 30, scientists said Thursday.

"These odds are extremely unusual. We frequently work with really long odds when we track ... threatening asteroids," said Steve Chesley, an astronomer with the Near Earth Object Program at NASA's Jet Propulsion Laboratory.

The asteroid, known as 2007 WD5, was discovered in late November and is similar in size to an object that hit remote central Siberia in 1908, unleashing energy equivalent to a 15-megaton nuclear bomb and wiping out 60 million trees.

Scientists tracking the asteroid, currently halfway between Earth and Mars, initially put the odds of impact at 1 in 350 but increased the chances this week. Scientists expect the odds to diminish again early next month after getting new observations of the asteroid's orbit, Chesley said.

"We know that it's going to fly by Mars and most likely going to miss, but there's a possibility of an impact," he said.

If the asteroid does smash into Mars, it will probably hit near the equator close to where the rover Opportunity has been exploring the Martian plains since 2004. The robot is not in danger because it lies outside the impact zone. Speeding at 8 miles a second, a collision would carve a hole the size of the famed Meteor Crater in Arizona.

In 1994, fragments of the comet Shoemaker-Levy 9 smacked into Jupiter, creating a series of overlapping fireballs in space. Astronomers have yet to witness an asteroid impact with another planet.

"Unlike an Earth impact, we're not afraid, but we're excited," Chesley said.

Yahoonews

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Giant rat discovered in Indonesia jungle


n this undated photo released by Conservation International, mammalogist Martua Sinaga holds a 1.4 kg giant rat that is probably a species new to science, in Foja mountains in Indonesia's easternmost Papua province, Indonesia. Researchers in a remote jungle in Indonesia have discovered a giant rat and a tiny possum that are apparently new to science, underscoring the stunning biodiversity of the Southeast Asian nation, scientists said Monday, Dec. 17, 2007.

More from yahoonews.com

Five Reasons Your Office Is Bad for You

Most of us spend our working hours in environments we can't completely control, whether we're facing a cash register, a client, or a computer screen. And it's important to know that the little and not-so-little annoyances—from dry eyes to rushed lunches—can affect your health. If the prospect of Monday morning and another work day inspires a despairing moan, consider remedies other than quitting. Small adjustments can make a surprising difference in the quality of your day. Here are five of the biggest office health challenges and the best ways to beat them:

1. Sights for Sore Eyes. According to a study reported in the Survey of Ophthalmology, computer users risk tired, red eyes, burning and blurred or double vision. People blink up to 60 percent less often while looking at the screen, causing dry-eye symptoms. The cornea is also sensitive to office hazards like dry air, airborne paper dust and ventilation fans. To protect yourself, look away from the screen and at a distant object at least every 30 minutes. Use eye drops if you feel strain. And if you wear reading glasses and work at a computer more than an hour a day, researchers recommend a pair of glasses especially designed for the distance you normally sit from the screen.

2. A Pain in the Back. Sitting too long in a badly designed office chair can provoke both acute and chronic back pain. So with that in mind, remember your ergonomics. Adjust the height of your chair and keyboard and the distance from the computer screen. (Here are tips for making your workspace more ergonomic.) Psychology also plays a big role in chronic pain, according to a World Health Organization report by rheumatologist George Ehrlich. Back pain can be a sign that you're bored or unhappy at work. If you've adjusted your workstation, try getting more exercise outside work to improve your mood says Ehrlich.







3. Noises Off. A Cornell study found that even low-level noise in open-style offices results in more stress. After randomly assigning 40 experienced clerical workers to either a quiet, or a mildly noisy open-style office for three hours, the researchers measured and compared the amount of epinephrine, a stress hormone, in their urine. The workers in the noisier office were both more stressed and less likely to make ergonomic adjustments to their workstation. "One possible reason is that under stress, people focus in on their main task," says Cornell's Gary Evans, a leading expert on environmental stress. Dilbert-style cubicles don't necessarily do the trick: sound travels through the gaps and the walls create a false sense of privacy. Explain to cubicle neighbors that it's important for all of you to keep your voices (and any noisemaking devices) low. People who don't need to be on the phone constantly may find noise-canceling headphones to be a big help. There are also a number of products that aim to block conversational noise around cubicles. There hasn't been much scientific evidence to back up their claims, but they may be worth checking out if office chatter is making you crazy.

4. Desk-side Noshing. Eating out every day for lunch—or at your desk while distracted by e-mail and phone calls--tends to make you overeat and choose the wrong food. Try to brown-bag it and take enough time out so you can actually chew your food. And most importantly, stay far away from the desk with the candy dish or birthday cake. Studies show that the closer your proximity to those office snacks, the more likely you are to gain weight. (For more tips on avoiding bad eating environments, check out "By the Numbers: The Seven Worst Ways to Eat.")

5. Bad Vibes. Research published in the Journal of Management Studies reports that Americans are especially likely to be bullied at work, yet only one in three of the victims identified themselves as targets. So what exactly counts as bullying? "Persistent intimidating, malicious, insulting or exclusionary behavior." says author Pamela Lutgen-Sandvik, of the University of New Mexico. Not only victims, but observers were more likely to report feeling stressed and dissatisfied with their jobs. Talking back to a bully typically aggravates the behavior, says Lutgen-Sandvik. A better strategy is to alert superiors, and if you can join forces with coworkers and complain as a group, you're twice as likely to succeed, Lutgen-Sandvik found. Of course, sometimes it's the boss administering the doses of workplace humiliation--small stresses that take a cumulative toll. If the bad moments on the job outnumber the good, the best health choice may be to start polishing your resume.

From newsweek.com

Jamie Lynn Spears says she's pregnant


Britney Spears sister Jamie Lynn Spears says shes pregnant. She's only 16 yrs old she told OK!Magazine that shes preggy and the father is her boyfriend Casey Aldridge.

She said "It was a shock for both of us, so unexpected," she said. "I was in complete and total shock and so was he."

Spears is 12 weeks along and initially kept the news to herself when she learned of the pregnancy from an at-home test and subsequent doctor visit, she told the celebrity magazine, which hits stands in New York on Wednesday and the rest of the country by Friday.

What message does she want to send to other teens about premarital sex? "I definitely don't think it's something you should do; it's better to wait," she told the magazine. "But I can't be judgmental because it's a position I put myself in."

After she found out from a doctor that she was pregnant, she said, "I took two weeks to myself where I didn't tell anybody."

"Only one of my friends knew because I needed to work out what I would do for myself before I let anyone's opinion affect my decision. Then I told my parents and my friends. I was scared, but I had to do what was right for me," she said.

Spears broke the news to her mother, Lynne, just before Thanksgiving, the magazine reported.

"She was very upset because it wasn't what she expected at all," Spears said. "A week after, she had time to cope with it and became very supportive."

Lynne Spears, already grandmother to Britney's young sons, told the magazine: "I didn't believe it because Jamie Lynn's always been so conscientious. She's never late for her curfew. I was in shock. I mean, this is my 16-year-old baby."

She said her actress daughter, the telegenic heroine of her popular Nickelodeon series, has known Aldridge for years and began dating him in high school.

For more info. you can click here.


I got sick

Since the weather was bad for couple of days i got sick when i went to work yesterday. I kept sneezing, i have runny nose and cough. I had to give up my 4 hrs. to my Mexican friend so the time wont be waste. Im staying home right now trying to rest my body and i feel better now though im still coughing. I thought life would be better when you come to America but its the same when you're at home you can still feel the pain and its more because you're far to your family. How i wish im just home relaxing. Its true there's no place like home. So guys take care of your body avoid getting the flu.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Life as it should be

Coke zero is here to give us real fun as their campaign says "Life as it should be".

Coke zero has real taste that you will satisfy your thirst. It has zero sugar and good for the people who avoid diabetes.

From the site you can make your own small movie and direct it with your self. You can even forward it to your friends and let them know you have some fun with the video you make.

The site also have their own clips that you can actually edit like you manipulate it through voice recorder and say what you want to say. Then your movie will be rated and competes with other movies made by others to be a highest rated film or movie you made.




A Love Story

What if you met the woman you wanted to make your wife after you married someone else? Ian Montes (Aga Muhlach) is a picture of success. Despite being a son of a shipping tycoon, Ian refused to just ride in his father's empire. He built his own real estate company and earned his first million at a very young age. He never looked back since then. Driven by his ambition to become better, if not as good as his father, Ian managed to make it on his own. But behind all the glory is a man yearning for love and recognition. Wounded from the abandonment of their mother when he was 17 and desperate for his father's approval, Ian longed for someone who can and will love him unconditionally. And he felt this twice when he met two women who would change his life forever - Joanna (Maricel Soriano) and Karyn (Angelica Panganiban). Joanna Villanueva is a picture of quiet confidence and success. Healing from a heartbreak caused by an errant ex-husband, Joanna found love again when she rescued Ian from a water-skiing accident in La Union. Being a doctor, Joanna nurtured Ian and showered him with love and attention. With Joanna, Ian found the home he sorely missed and a life of bliss he never thought he could have. But there is also Karyn. Karyn Torres is a flight stewardess he met when he once went to Macau for a business trip. At 24, Karyn is the epitome of youthful sensuality and worldliness. With Karyn, every moment is filled with excitement and spontaneity. With Karyn, Ian found the life he's always wanted. And so Ian is left with a choice... In the end, Ian, Joanna and Karyn learn - though in the most painful ways - the true meaning of unconditional love and forgiveness.

Guys if you want to watch the movie just stop the mp3codes music ok?at the bottom of the page. Tnx!!

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This video is courtesy of Pwnoy(The Youtube uploader)

How i wish im back home...


Homesick!!!it strikes me again!!!each time i see pictures of my family especially the Kids it makes me cry...how i wish i could hold them just like how i used to hold and cuddle them all...

I have 1 niece and 3 nephews all from my brothers Joel and Anthony. Francis Joe and AJ are the kids of my bro Joel and Ate C-rel. Juliana and JR are the kids of
Kuya Joe and Neneng. They're all both still babies, sweet and funny kids. Im so far away to hold them and kiss them and tell them how i love them so much and miss them so much...I know one day ill be back and do what i want to do just like before...

I really miss you guys..you just don't know how hard to be so far away from all of you...Tita is always crying each time shes thinking of you...I hope you will grow with love and respect to your respective parents and to your lolo and lola...

I love you all and miss you all...

Monday, December 17, 2007

Sunlight may cut breast cancer risk for some women?

Before i really wonder why Americans love to be in sunlight or sand bathing under the sun especially women...I was thinking they just love beaches. Now i know now because they're trying to protect their selves in a breast cancer. In the study, exposure to sunlight may reduce the risk of breast cancer in women.

According to Dr. Esther M. John, "We believe that sunlight helps reduce women's risk of breast cancer because the body manufactures the active form of vitamin D from exposure to sunlight."

"It is possible that these effects were observed only among light-skinned women because sun exposure produces less vitamin D among women with naturally darker pigmentation."

Now i have to start exposing myself to sunlight again. Before, i keep complaining its so hot when im under the sun. Now i know its good for our health. Morning sunlight is the best i think.

So guys walking out in the morning with your love ones it will be a good exercise to and you can protect yourself from breast cancer.

More info.

This is the Day

As i read the Reader's Digest book I read a very helpful article. I just want to share it to all of you.

"This is the day to a walk or a stroll. A brisk pace wouldn't hurt, either. Its the day to take the long way around. Or maybe just the stairs. Because for each hour of regular, vigorous exercise, you could gain two hours of life expectancy. This is the day to get fit."

Sometimes I'm complaining that I take a walk to go somewhere I didn't know its good for ourself. So guys sometimes take a walk dont use your car just to go to nearest store it will help you live longer.

Charice Pempengko

Charice is only 15 yrs old and was discovered from ABS-CBN when she joined Little Big Star hosted by Sarah Geronimo. Now, youtube.com uploader Falsevoice made her a video comparing Bianca Ryan( the Champion of Americas got talent) both singing "And I am telling you" made her famous and international. And, her video when she sung in StarKing a show in Korea made her more hit.

Even before i like Charise. She sing so good and powerful. She has the passion in singing. She was even my bet to win the grand prize in Little Big Star. But still, Charise is the best no matter what. Here is some videos to watch.




Charise singing A whole New World with Kingstar Kyu Hyun



Now, Charise is even popular i UK and US, A Swedish asked her to record a digital Album in Sweden, means they will sell the songs recorded by Charise through internet or online. Now, she was featured in Ellen Degeneres show in America.She was even invited to come in the show and perform, and i believe it will be December 10, 2007. Now Charise is fixing her papers to come here in LA and i hope i could watch her performing live. Whew!GO Charise!!You make all Filipinos proud!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Merry Christmas!


Thanks to Mommy Emmz for tagging me. Im forwarding this to lerlyn, Daff, Avee, Denz and Bhing.

Make a paragraph or two regarding your personal meaning of Christmas, below the paragraph of the one who tagged you and you may put your name at the end of the paragraph linking back to your blog or right to the post of this particular tag. Then you tag as many as you can

Start copy here:

Christmas for me is the ultimate reminder on how much God loves us, that He gave His only Son Jesus Christ to be our Savior. For me, its a celebration of love and a time to share our blessings to others.. a time for giving and reaching out to the less fortunate and it's also a wonderful time to be with your family. Christmas is not just all about santa claus or the gifts that you will receive or for shopping, we should always remember that Jesus is the reason for the season and let us reflect on how much God loves us. - Just Let Go/Pieces of Me

Christmas is about giving love, forgiving. This remind us how lucky and how God love us when he gave us his only son Jesus Christ. A time for sharing our blessing to our family, friends and to others. - Celebrate Life/My Journey.

Christmas for me is not the new things that we have and enjoying the bounties in life but remembering that someone is born to redeem us from our sins and making sure of our salvation Teebob.

The true meaning of christmas for me is sharing, giving, expressing love to one another, and remebering that there is one person up there, who is born on the 25th of december to save us from everything . A lot of people told me that christmas is for kids. yes, it's true but I prefer to say that christmas is for everybody and sharing love to one another is the keyword remeber, "you can give without loving but you can't love without giving ". Alaverde33
Christmas is an annual holiday that celebrates the birth of Jesus. The date of the celebration is traditional and is not considered to be his actual date of birth. Christmas festivities often combine the commemoration of Jesus birth with various secular customs, many of which have been influenced by earlier winter festivals.In most places around the world Christmas day happens on December 25. It's a special time of the year - a season of love and a season of giving. A time to share, to give and of course to receive a wonderful gift from beloved..Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

As the word Christmas itself convey, this day is the celebration of Christ. It's his day since this is the day we celebrate his birthday. Everything we do on this day should be in his honor...just like we get the honor when we celebrate our birthdays. So do what you normally do on this day but remember to give the honor to the celebrant himself, Christ. Juliana of Pinay Wahm and Teacher' Corner.

Make a paragraph or two regarding your personal meaning of Christmas, below the paragraph of the one who tagged you and you may put your name at the end of the paragraph linking back to your blog or right to the post of this particular tag. Then you tag as many as you can

Christmas for me is the ultimate reminder on how much God loves us, that He gave His only Son Jesus Christ to be our Savior. For me, its a celebration of love and a time to share our blessings to others.. a time for giving and reaching out to the less fortunate and it's also a wonderful time to be with your family. Christmas is not just all about santa claus or the gifts that you will receive or for shopping, we should always remember that Jesus is the reason for the season and let us reflect on how much God loves us. - Just Let Go/Pieces of Me

Christmas is about giving love, forgiving. This remind us how lucky and how God love us when he gave us his only son Jesus Christ. A time for sharing our blessing to our family, friends and to others. - Celebrate Life/My Journey.

Christmas for me is not the new things that we have and enjoying the bounties in life but remembering that someone is born to redeem us from our sins and making sure of our salvation Teebob.

The true meaning of christmas for me is sharing, giving, expressing love to one another, and remebering that there is one person up there, who is born on the 25th of december to save us from everything . A lot of people told me that christmas is for kids. yes, it's true but I prefer to say that christmas is for everybody and sharing love to one another is the keyword remeber, "you can give without loving but you can't love without giving ". Alaverde33
Christmas is an annual holiday that celebrates the birth of Jesus. The date of the celebration is traditional and is not considered to be his actual date of birth. Christmas festivities often combine the commemoration of Jesus birth with various secular customs, many of which have been influenced by earlier winter festivals.In most places around the world Christmas day happens on December 25. It's a special time of the year - a season of love and a season of giving. A time to share, to give and of course to receive a wonderful gift from beloved..Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

As the word Christmas itself convey, this day is the celebration of Christ. It's his day since this is the day we celebrate his birthday. Everything we do on this day should be in his honor...just like we get the honor when we celebrate our birthdays. So do what you normally do on this day but remember to give the honor to the celebrant himself, Christ. Juliana of Pinay Wahm and Teacher' Corner.

Christmas is remembering Jesus Birthday,that we celebrate every year,Christmas brings the spirit of joy,love,hope and peace, giving and receiving of presents!
May God bless our loved ones and all of us this Christmas for remembering God’s greatest gift to us JESUS!Merry Christmas Everyone!NancyFancy

Christmas is the commemoration of Christ birth which happened thousands of years ago.Sometimes people get lose the real meaning of Christmas it becomes a hype of shopping and eating too much food.It should be a celebration of love, sacrifice, faith and getting together with loved ones.Merry Christmas everyone! babydoll's hotmomma

Christmas for me is time for celebrating Jesus birth, And a time for sharing, giving and showing some love. As we celebrate back home we always have a get together or family reunion and every 12midnight we gather in front of the altar and pray to God for the blessings He showered to us. Merry Christmas to all of you How i wish I could be there with my family Im the only sibling that cant be with them this Christmas!!Jackie-Reese Everyday Life

Are you on crack?

Ive noticed most young people here in America are taking marijuana, cocaine or abused drugs. As I always watch news on TV they always have something to report about drugs and crimes. Are you one of them? Its your time to change, drugs is very harmful, it ruins our life! The Stone Hawk Rehabilitation Center is a drug rehab that will help you change your life and recover from drugs completely.

As I was browsing the site I can really tell that every patient will able to cope up all the addictions from drugs because the place is so nice, its a quiet residential area that you wont be bother from anything. Theres a lake too that you can go fishing and make your mind peace all the time.

The Stone Hawk Rehabilitation Center will surely give you good nutrition and provide you always a good food to eat. They will take care of you for your whole battle of recovery until you completely recover and fine.

So guys visit the site now, don't hesitate to call them for their assistance for your whole recovery from drugs. Change now and live life with happiness and full of hope and love.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Busy busy busy...

Hello guys wazz up everyone?I was s busy working thats why i was'nt able to update my blog again...since i off earlier today i have the chance to write something and come online. I hope everybody is well and sorry to my friends i didn't grab the tags you forwarded for me. Thanks all for continuing visit to my blog. Have nice night!

Friday, December 7, 2007

Cool Gift


Are you tired of thinking what gifts you will give to your family, friends or relatives?

Now you can choose gifts you want from visionbedding.com. You can personalized pillows as your gifts to your family or friends. Isn't it cool? You can put pictures of yours or pictures of your love ones as a design of you pillow gifts. You can choose beddings or blankets and design it with your choices of your pictures or anything you want, and varies in different sizes too.

Personalized Wedding Gifts will be appreciated by the couple because it will be a nice gift for them. Just like in the picture, its a wedding photo blanket. So if you have a friend who is getting married you can choose a best gift for them.

Now its Christmas time, its best to give gifts with values like this. I'm sure any person will appreciate and love your gifts, even myself will appreciate if someone will give me a personalized pillow gift or bedding or any personalized gifts.

So guys dont hesitate to visit the site now and start personalizing your cool gifts for your love ones.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Hate That I Love You

This song from Rihanna and Ne-yo Hate That I Love You. A new hit song now amd i love this song so much!! Another one of my favorite song. Play it and you will see.

22 Q

Thank you Ler for tagging me!

1. Who has your heart? - My Fafa AJ.

2. How did you wake up this morning?- I woke up with body pain from working last night.

3 . Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?- Always the sunset.

4. Are you wearing any non-clothing? - When?now?nope!

5. What did you do last night?-working!!

6. Who was the last person you kissed? -My husband

7. Would you kiss that person, again?-Forever.

8. Did you brush your teeth this morning? yes

9. What did you drink today? - I didnt drink yet

10 . Do you like honey? Not really.

11. What's the last thing you broke?- I'm always broke hahaha

12. Do you know the date? 4th of December

13. Where's the last place you went shopping? -Ross Department Store.

14 . Did you sing at all today? - No but i love to sing always but not all day!

15. When is the last time you cried? -Ammmm 1 week ago i guess

16. How many letters are there in your last name? -a lot

17. When did you go swimming LAST? May 5 2007 @ Mergrande Toril Davao City Thats was my Despedida party for my Family and Bday of my niece..

18 . Do you love anyone other than family? Yes

19. What book did you read last? -Reader's Digest

20. Is your shirt dirty? -No

21. Are you a Bon Jovi fan? No

22. Are you scared of snakes? Yes!!

I'm tagging Daff, Emma and Marie.

Im back!!

Guys how are you?Sorry I wasn't able to update my blog for I am so busy at my work. I am good now cause I am 90% know about the cash register. I thought I cant make it but as I saw the old Filipina ladies they work in T Mall for more than 1 yr. so I'm thinking if they can do it I can do it. And i always pray to God ask Him always to give me patience, understanding and wisdom, and He never failed me...I always come home relax and relieve cause i made another night without trouble. ohhhh, its not really easy to be a a breadwinner. I remember the customer an old Filipino guy said in Philippines, one member should sacrifice for the family. And that is really true, I myself know that ,since Im working now half of my paycheck go to my family. I don't know why I cant say NO to my family, maybe I just loved them all. Though I'm so far and miles away from them still my heart belongs to them. We can really tell Filipinos has big love for their families like me.